So I've been trying to have more self-date nights and I've been watching romantic movies as part of Relationship OCD exposure therapy (Not that I wouldn't be watching them anyway! This way just has the added benefit of being homework.) That's how I ended up watching This Is Me...Now, J-Lo's Lemonade-type thing. (I also watched The Greatest Love Story Never Told, the making-of doc, which is a lot about Ben Affleck seeming uncomfortable.)
Anyway, This Is Me...Now has a shibari-themed dance number! And that reminded me that OMG I have ropes!
By the time it was self-date o' clock on Saturday, I thought I was maybe too stoned to accomplish ropes, but then I opened the drawer and saw them--peace wooshed over me and I felt a grounding I didn't know I was missing. So I crated up the kitten (Now fully a cat, but you know, little baby forever!) and gave it a try.
I would like to have done something more elaborate, but it felt so good!
I was texting with a potential FWB (Not the matchup I usually look for, but I liked his face.) and decided to tell him what I was doing, offered him a pic. He said sure and offered a dick pic in return--so cute! Nice and thick with a pointy tip I would love to tickle with my tongue.
Somehow I was cozy and self-contained but also sexting this guy I've never met or even talked to! Not my usual order of operations, but sometimes it's just really nice to have somebody look at my rack! For a cute man to see my nipples hard and discuss them in detail.
It was fun to type, "Yes, suck them hard, but not too hard."
The guy, the ropes, and the Rabbit (and okay probably the weed gummies too) brought me so quickly to deep, rumbling bliss. It was one of those orgasms so powerful that it felt like I either might squirt or unlock the deepest secrets of the universe. I thanked my stranger for helping me come so hard. I felt wired for the rest of the night, restless.

