I made this nightie part of my
going-to-see-the-Barbie-movie, along with a turquoise sports bra (This has been
my summer of Sports Bra as Shirt! It feels so good, especially the breeze on my
shoulders!) and a long pink tutu. Barbie night was one of the happiest nights
of my life, one I still don’t have the chill to put into words.
Last night was a happy one too! I was gonna use a
picture I already had this week, but the old picture didn’t have the amount of
over-the-top femmeness I wanted, so oh darn I had to put it on!
I wasn’t really in the mood for a self-date, I was
headachey, pondering a graduation from Summer Therapist (I did it this morning!
I’m really proud and it might be a good story for another day!) and I was
working on a puzzle that was making my brain itch. (That fucker went back in
the box this morning, unfinished! I’ll put a warning sticky note when I drop it
off at the Little Free Puzzle Library!)
But by the time I had the picture the way I wanted it
(I literally JUST learned how to use the timer on my camera’s phone. In the
year of our lord 2023. Better late than never?) the soft lace had worked its
magic on me. The push-pull of the day left my body and time slowed down. The
power of pink lace got me present.
I haven’t been able to find my rose quartz face roller
anywhere, so I bought a new one a few weeks ago—I didn’t realize I’d gotten a
vibrating one! I had it on the nightstand waiting for relaxation purposes, so
this was the perfect time. It felt like such a lovely release for my poor tense
face! And when I got to my mouth, it changed to a different kind of release!
I’m sad that I don’t have anybody to kiss at the
moment (Just turned the apps back on Monday!) but it’s cool to think of ways to
include my mouth in self-love times! I definitely slept well last night and I
woke up full of sass and forward momentum and optimism.
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