The day before yesterday, I was a hopelessly tangled
knot of nerves. I had a doctor’s appointment Tuesday afternoon for the rogue
periods I’ve had since mid-January. (Seriously like FOUR days of not bleeding.
The RN calmed me down and prescribed something, mostly convinced me I’m not
dying.) That morning, I’d had a messy text-exchange with The Good Boy, too—Valentine’s
weekend dropped an anvil on his heart and mine got a little smushed in the
process.
I thought for like a nanosecond about postponing my
first date with The Southern Charmer and going to bed early or picking a fight
with TGB, but there TSC was at my door with good wine, ready to learn the
ropes. He had a new lip piercing and I had (cue Neverending Story theme
song) the neverending period, so we’d agreed in advance that it would be a
gentle night. And it (mostly!) was.
He got here at nine and all of a sudden it was ten and
we’d been talking away for an hour. We had a gotta-get-up-early alarm set so I
figured I’d better get him upstairs!
He had a deft touch with the ropes, patient and ready
to learn. As I was getting us situated (Can ropes have mise en place?) I
showed him how to make a square knot with the light pink ropes and put those
aside for him to use on me.
Ohhhhhhhhh the magenta ropes that I got myself for
Valentine’s Day. I think they must have magical powers. I’m surer with them,
more easily careful, they just feel more mine than any other belongings
do, and they seem to just exist a little extra, the way the Hope Diamond
does.
Enough rhapsodizing about the ropes, time to rhapsodize
about The Southern Charmer. He’s an easy and genial canvas, happy to stop every
so often and ask how a knot is made. We eased into warm, gentle hugs and soft
kisses as I wound the ropes. How did I EVER get this lucky?!
His careful attention while I was decorating him meant
he easily got the steps to return the favor. I promptly evaporated into a cloud
of queen-of-the-world bottomy joy.
Maybe there was still a TINY bit of the day’s stress left
in my body as we cuddled and kissed into rope aftercare, but then I invited
myself into his lap to get spanked. OH friends! Every little confetti-fragment
of worry gusted out onto the pillows with each powerful strike, each
hurt/pleasure gasp. The Southern Charmer is SO strong.
His dick (Pants still on, we were being so chaste!)
was hard and exactly right underneath my wiggly, fake-struggling middle, yes,
beautiful, but I need to say more about his arms. JESUS FUCK, those arms. He held
me down so forcefully, pulled my hair so tender-and-rough-at-once, shoving and
twisting and grasping out all my defenses.
I wound up dizzied, spaced, sprawled down the bed like
a painting, holding a half-glass of wine I kept forgetting to drink.
I sent him on his way after one snooze of the bedtime
alarm, vowing to absolutely TEAR HIM APART next time. Welcome, Southern
Charmer, definitely don’t be a stranger.
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