Yesterday while I was taking a nice bath after personal time
I felt a warm, tingly feeling spread across my mouth and the lower right of my
face. I ran my hand over it and knew exactly what it was—the urge to be slapped
and to try a hand over my mouth, things for which my own hands just won’t do.
Sometimes my body is absolutely humming to get along to the next phase, and I
honestly don’t know what to tell it.
Adding the new fetishes to my Fet page only fanned the flame
of it. I want to push forward and let my body have what it is so hungry for.
Maybe there’s a way, but I know what’s in me besides that physical urge—the
part of me that wants love so badly that it will imagine love where it isn’t.
But holding myself back doesn’t seem natural or right either.
My poor mouth wants so very many things to happen to it, is
dying to be kissed and smacked and fucked so hard I can’t breathe. I know there
are other things that need to be taken care of right now, but 50 to 75 blow
jobs doesn’t seem like too many.
I can take care of my hoo-ha and ass. I can feel myself up
all night and day if I want to. (That’s one of the benefits of being out of
work, I guess.) But what can I do for my poor, pining mouth, friends, while I
wait for this break to be over?
Oh, mouth, I’m sorry. I wish I could give you everything.