Friends, the day might come before too long when I might
learn the knots and start tying up good, sweet boys. As I sat around with
Pretty Slave and Cute Master snuggling and watching the crowd, such a cute
scene unfolded on the bench across from us.
They were a youngish couple, clearly smitten with each other, and the
girl had the boy all done up in fairly tight but mostly decorative ropes. To
add to the heartstring-tugging, their ropes were pink.
She pinched and prodded him some, but mostly she kissed and
caressed him. The rope bottom guy reminded me a little bit of CBATP—same scruffy-but-sweet
face, similar deer-eyes. Something about this bottom’s docile, adoring expression
just woke something up in me, and I started to understand what was behind the
expressions I’d sometimes enjoyed seeing on Doms’ faces: proprietary and
protective, sweet and whole. Because ropes stir up such deep emotions, I feel
like that kind of play might be a ways off, but it’s so cool to have felt those
things.
I think it’s important right now not to over-identify with
these feelings, but just try and slow down and experience them. I’m such an
unformed cloud of energies and urges, I just need to sort of go with them
without attaching or trying to pin myself down to any one identity or role. Not-attaching
is so not my strong suit, but still!
Winggirl One pulled me out of my rope-inspired reverie when
she came over with her CVS bag. She doesn’t wear undies and you need them to
play at the Regular Dungeon. The resourcefulness of the moment cracked me up.
Plus, she gave me the rest of the pack.
I stayed in my seat and she bent over in front of me,
pulling down her pants. I reached up and pulled her shirt up most of the way,
just for the sense of power pulling her out of her clothes gave me. I spanked
her for a while, finding it easy to get a good rhythm going with so many spanks
going on around me.
She wanted to kneel down so we switched spots. Kneeling on
the bench, her face was kind of smushed into the wall. (I’d enjoy the same
feeling shortly thereafter…) Cute Master showed me the best way to pull her
hair, and then he and I high-fived. I think this is my record for most
high-fives in a dungeon night!
When we finished, I gave her a big hug and told her she’d
done an excellent job. She returned the compliment.
While being the spanker is still not the thing I go bonkers
for, I like that I can give my subby friends a little extra fun in their evening.
I also like the feeling of strength that comes out in me when I do it—I think
the power-surge that came from topping served me very well throughout the rest
of the evening. Also! Sexy arms are one of my goals and it was quite the
workout!
Next: I watch, I get hit, I hold a girl down, and so on, and
so on…
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